I was in quite a few bands before 1995. And when El Maximo CW Cobalt said to me you are my favorite drummer and I need you to play drums on this... Because well I was a bit versatile by this point.. It brought me out of a big funk I was in... Little did I know it would be the beginning of the end of this type of life... This was 1995 the year Windows 95 happened and since then I been sinking inside a monitor going blind for 26 years since... This was the end of the innocense... And we in like under a month made this album and our second album which was from these sessions... The creativity in my studio was out of control... And you can hear me in actually compositions making up insaninty as we went along because that's how excitied I was making this stuff... It was different and odd but I was already prepared for it because I would see two members of this band at Drew University in a band called Tombstone Teeth and they were great almost the same kind of thing but a bit different... They didn't have me in the band who in the brink of madness... I was actually named Commodore Tusk and I'm like the pirate of this ship or drove it... Ever since then the band who doesn't talk to me anymore.... I would now and then mention how far I have sank the ship and myself... As of 2021 I'm isolated in a internet world of Facebook and fucking BULLSHIT ... I been in a funk for now a long time but I'm insane enough if another project came along or a woman or just some friends I would jump at the chance or off a bridge... I think the bridge is becoming more of a realization. I just played this entire album while writing this...

This album is about me.... 26 years ago El Max saw the future of Commodore Tusk being stuck on an Island alone and in the end he floats away alone ... Drowns ... ( actually holding tears back ) and dies....

Good Bye Michael Laurence Hirsh 1969-2021. It's time you had enough suffering... Say Goodbye Michael...